Just thinking….
The farm where I grew up was just up the road from a country cemetery. When I had friends come over for a bunk party, we would sometimes walk to the cemetery and try to scare ourselves to death.
Mom didn’t mind us going to the cemetery; she had lots of cemetery history in her own life. Every Memorial Day, we would cut the huge fragrant peonies, put them into mason jars filled with water, which in turn were put into cardboard boxes and packed into the car trunk. Then we would fill a thermos with cold water, and make sandwiches, and off we went to the cemeteries. We visited those graves of both the long departed and the short departed, and all the dearly departed received a blanket of peonies. We all knew that the next day they would be dying and within a couple days would be ugly brown, but on Memorial Day they were fresh and pretty and their strong fragrance perfumed the air. I learned so much family history by visiting those graves and decorating them all those years.
My parents never missed visiting a cemetery. We went to Arlington and saw the graves of the famous, went to Boston and saw the graves of the freedom fighters, and went to tiny little Iowa cemeteries to see the weird shaped stones that in some ways told stories of the departed. As we would travel, my mom would say, “Cemetery,” and Dad would yank the wheel of the car and pull into the cemetery drive. If we knew the history of anyone buried there, we reviewed their stories. And if we didn’t know anyone there, we just made up stories about them.
My parents had a wide circle of friends and a huge family. As deaths occurred, they not only went to visitation and the funeral, but they would also get into the funeral procession to go to the cemetery and gather under the little tent to pay last respects. That circle shrank over the years, but the commitment to honor these long time relationships carried on.
In later years, Mom would still say “Cemetery” as we would drive along. She had us purchase plastic flowers to put on the graves on Memorial Day. She still attended funerals, but did not always join the procession to the grave, electing to stay at the church until everyone came back for the funeral dinner. The last times I remember her walking across the grass of a graveyard was for my father’s funeral and then to visit his grave and place some flowers.. She could barely walk.
Over the years, I had fallen out of the habit of cutting flowers and taking them to graves on Memorial Day. But this year, my first as an orphan, I felt the need to take flowers to my parent’s graves, and the graves of my grandparents. We cut peonies from Mom’s flower garden at the farm, put them into water, and off we went. We first traveled to the little country cemetery where my paternal grandparents, and their parents, and my great aunts and uncles all rested in neat rows with cows peering inquisitively over the fence. Dark clouds were blowing in and thunder rumbled. We placed the flowers, reminisced a bit, and hurried back to the car as the rain started to splatter us. Then we traveled to the cemetery where my parents are buried, alongside my mother’s parents. By this time the rain had shifted into monsoon gear. I grabbed an umbrella and the flowers, but the wind turned the bumbershoot inside out. We placed the flowers on the graves and hi-tailed it back to the car.
I think Mom would have been proud of us visiting the cemeteries, cutting her peonies, and braving the rain. I think she would have smiled to hear me softly say, “Cemetery” as we turned into the drives.
O Father….. life and death are in Your hands. We thank You for the gift of life, and for the ability to remember those who have lived. We thank You that death can usher us into Your very presence….if we have believed in Jesus. Thank You for parents who taught us about Jesus, and who made the mystery of death not so frightening. Thank You for the peonies, which will always remind of the respect we pay to those who have gone before us.
To God be the Glory,
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